11 December, 2012

Answering God's Call--It's not a choice


Second Sunday of Advent
Year C
2012 December 9
Malachi 3:1-4; Philippians 1:3-11; Luke 3:-16


          Yesterday was beautiful—breathtakingly beautiful.  And in this very place the presence of God was powerfully felt.  The Holy Spirit could be felt moving through the music, the liturgy and through the very people gathered.  I was overwhelmed and emotional (you might have noticed that), but I was also uplifted and energized—terrified but ready to say yes to my vows and ready to begin my ministry as a priest.  I was ready to answer the call God was making to me.  But let me for a moment take you back to where it all began---
          Picture this scene for me if you will—one very early hot and humid July morning in 1997, we were living in  Athens GA,   I was standing in my dining room at the side board changing my newborn son; yes in the dining room at the sideboard which had been converted into a changing table because I couldn’t go up the stairs due to the c-section.  Standing on the chair next to me “helping” was my not yet 2 year old daughter talking non-stop (wonder where she gets that).  My eyes were rimmed with dark circles, my feet were still swollen, I probably hadn’t showered in a day or two; I was covered with the results of a baby with reflux and surrounded by a collection of dirty sippy cups—and all of a sudden I very clearly heard God calling me into ordained ministry.  That night I decided to test this out—not that I had too much time during the day to think about this powerful moment, but occasionally it occurred to me that I might have been hallucinating due to lack of sleep—so that night I said to Chris, “I think I know what I’m supposed to do when the children are grown.”  And he looked at me and said, “Me too—you’re supposed to be a priest.”  And in that moment God was as powerfully present as He was here yesterday.  The Holy Spirit was working in the chaotic ordinariness of our lives just like the Holy Spirit was working yesterday in the extraordinariness of the ordination liturgy. 
          Our Gospel today brings these two together—the ordinary and the extraordinary, the holy and the ordinary—the reading begins by setting the particular time and place; it names 7 very important, very powerful, very well-known political and religious leaders, but it is not these people to whom the word of God came.  No, the word of God came to a simple eccentric nobody, according to world’s standards—to a man living in the wilderness with wild hair and wild looking clothes made of camel’s hair (probably looked a lot like I did on that July morning)—a man subsisting on wild honey and locust—a humble ordinary every man.  The word of God did not come to those who “deserved” it—to those who thought they deserved it, and it did not come to those who had the most power and influence—but rather to John the son of Zechariah, an unassuming man living in the wilderness.  And he responded.
          John responded to his call right where he was in the region around Jordan.  John’s ministry was to a particular place at a particular time and yet that ministry—John’s answering yes to God’s call—changed the world. 
          Now before you sit back and think “whew” I know for a fact I’m not called to live in the wilderness and I’m sure I’m not called into ordained ministry, read the final lines—all flesh.  Yes, that means you.  God is calling each and every one of us—everyone here is called into a ministry at your particular place and at this particular time.  God is calling us all to prepare, to prepare ourselves and to prepare the world.  Today’s passage reminds us that the Kingdom of God is here and yet it is all still to come.  God is still in the process of redemption, and God is calling all of us to participate—God is confronting us, commanding our attention, and demanding our response.
          God is coming to us in the our own wildernesses; in the messiness of our everyday chaotic ordinary lives and challenging us to evaluate our lives, our values and our priorities.  To look at our lives and to see how we are living into our ministries wherever they may be—the office, the home, or school.  How are we living that proclaims the presence of and the coming of the Kingdom of God?  Our first reading talks about refining and purifying—what in our lives needs to be refined so that we are prepared to answer and live into God’s call?
          It is not easy—in our lives there have been, there are and there will be challenges.  The path is not straight; there are valleys to go through and mountains to climb.  There are days we won’t feel like it or days that we will be challenged and feel like the whole world is against us and that God has abandoned us.  Days where we are certain there God has no purpose for our particular life in this particular time.  There may even be days we want to give up—throw in the towel and let the others, those important people do the work.  And in those days, in those wildernesses God is right there with us.  God is with us and pushing us forward.  In the messiness of our every day ordinary lives where bills have to be paid, lunches have to be made, baseboards have to be cleaned, and laundry has to be done, God is demanding that we pay attention and that even in those mundane things we do we remember that we are to be constantly preparing for and living into the Kingdom of God.
          Fifteen years—fifteen years ago I heard God’s call into ordained ministry; fifteen years ago and through mountains of dirty diapers, endless trips to hospitals, thousands upon thousands of lunches made, multiple moves and adjustments, God continued to work.   I can promise you (and there are people here today who can attest to this) that there were many days I wanted to say never mind.  I’ve said it before here, I was perfectly happy being a stay at home mom.  It’s the greatest job in the world.  There were days I was certain that yesterday would never come—the road blocks seemed too many, the work too hard, the challenges too great, but God doesn’t let us say no when He calls.  There is no choice.  And God has chosen each and every one of us into a particular ministry in our own particular places and at our own particular times.  Hear God’s call to you, live into God’s call for you—prepare yourselves, prepare your heart and in that way we will all together prepare the world to receive the love of and the salvation of God.  Amen.
          

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